Three Weeks and One Day Before We Met      1-23 & 24-04

i’ve got to le go of everything
disconnect from u
afraid of falling free
so much it gives me butterflies
not the good ones

everything is symbolic
it’s instict mode for me
i’m letting go of everything
letting me be me
and i’m finding i’m not what i thought
i’m finding thoughts i never knew i had
and insecurities
They are the new animal now
they do not mean the same.
My fears and hopes are one.
i’m learning to see that now
so what can it be?
everything, if i want it to be
with preachers and profits around me.

The muse is coming
faster than i think
leaving ground
not through the usual route
thru me
remember to love me
it can help protect me
clashing storms around me
must retain my energy
and it need not be scary
as i’ve wished for it all these years
the coming of me
and thee
thee muse
i am i am i am

look up
see stars
love light
be brave
have hope
don’t be afraid
don’t be afraid
have faith.
 

By thomasina kundalini