New Years Eve -

In bed with no lover.
Sorta makes me sad
He'd rather play Golden Tee
than come in this bedroom
and be with me
than to come in this bedroom
and hold me
than to come in this bedroom
and fuck me.

Happy New Year

Man...sometimes i need a good man.

Lovers past
lover present
I love the future.

the gift of love is the gift i give to this paper.
Now, if i could make love to you like i want to
if i could bite you and tease you...

play in your hair
i guess we've already been there
i can feel your warmth in this paper
but i will stroke it anyway.

Smooth stroking would be so good for you.

Yep yep yup.    
OVER
in between
UNDER

What does it mean to 'turn a blind eye?'
what can i do when i see.  i c

wasting time...
waiting for you to come
into this damn bedroom
you don't feel me though
you don't feel me.
I NEED to be felt.

I leave the ground
Good Night
Happy New Year
Hope you spent it
with the ones you love

as i go to sleep alone.

Not every thing is for ever.
Not every thing is all ways.

By thomasina kundalini