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Work is a bad block.

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My thoughts are clouded.
My thoughts are blocked.
I'm trying
i'm trying trying no vampires
No VAMPIRES No Vampires

i could go crazy on a night like tonight
or perhaps [i] am.
More candles...
much better.

Oh, where was i? Was i really in the room? Where's Heaven?
That's it. In heaven. They're in heaven. The securities there. You have to work to get there. The 7th Chakra. The height. The Sign.
I am stuck on other people's words. Using other people's words.
Communication Exchange
Energy Vibe
Words [are] useless sometimes.
Why is it so hard to write that?
Its one of those nights.
I have to free-form to get through it. Work it out somehow.

Hello Wish you could see me
wish you could feel me
touch me

I'm peeking thru the window. I'm lookin in on you. I'll find you.
Tell them i'm fine. I saw them both.
The little girl/ the little boy
with blonde hair/ with red hair
5-7/ around 4-3
hiding in the garage, behind boxes
my babies
I love them
I'm with them.
When i'm meek i'm weak
so i feel
plane
OK, I'm back with the plane. It's good to be alone sometimes. Don't have to worry about any body else.
Your sister faith? Who is she?
Faith
That's my deal
HANDS
My hands.
Wonder if you know what i've done. The lengths. My dream -------
I see us married in 1999. I believe we visit Ireland before then, though it may be our honeymoon. or maybe we get married there...
You're laughing
So let me go on... Don't know what's after Creekwood for how long, but we'll be somewhere warmer sometime before 2000
You're smiling
So, the children... let's see. How about her, the blonde daughter sometime after 32 and the red haired boy 3 years later
or something like that.
My whole life has bee flashing before my eyes. I've known this one before. Many lifetimes. So HUGE. I can't control it. No way. I love it. I love him. You. Isis knows. She speaks for me sometimes. meow
And then... What after?... I see us getting old. I see us finding love in everything everywhere

[WORK THE BUG OUT] bug bug bug

OK - Much BETTER
And then we see another life time. We see another life time and then we see another world. And the be-ings completely different. And nothing is the same except for everything is different and we'll see ourselves in our-selves and we'll challenge none who are from the sun -
The great one
Central Sun
design
design
design


" I said love come to you."

Mystery

The indigo girls are playing for me

And you are there. Your heart the moon clouded, if i am your heart, for i am the moon clouded. The moon - silently strong. How i miss the warmth of the red sun. Yearning to be healed for a last time by the rays. Your arms - The rays of love divine.
I know it's silly to be fighting me again. If i just sit down & listen, i'll be alright because after all the bullshit dies, i'll still [be] hear my love's song playing on, in the echoes playing on.

My loves song
I hear you...
Slumber on.

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